Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Random Stuff

I know I've gotten off track, the old funny stories will return, I promise. Shawn got me a video game for my birthday and besides that, I'm in the middle of a book. I haven't been writing like I'd want to.

Anywho, I talking to Cinnamon (yes, that's her real birth name) at work. We went to the same school for a couple years and I mentioned that I saw Chris-Something last Saturday. One of the things Shawn said to me was, "I'm sure he's grown up since then and changed. You have."

Cinnamon said that Chris still isn't very nice. She saw him in a bar a while back and said he was very arrogant and just looked down his nose at her. Sounds like the old Chris to me.

So I was thinking, why can't I forget about all this? I read a quote that said it's easy to forgive and forget but the truly strong person can forgive and still remember.

I can't seem to do either. Why can't I just forget about this bully? How I expect God to forgive me if I myself cannot even learn to forgive something that's nearly a decade old? For now, I'd be totally satisfied with just forgetting.